New Years Day...
Time to start out some resolutions.
Today I'm going to take a day apart from my ed and just think...
Spend time with friends and family.
Eat what I want or don't want to, guilt free, and just be happy.
No thinspiration tonight.
Only resolutions.
Resolutions:
-I will be beautiful, inside and out.
-I will take care of my body.
-I will not allow anything enter nor exit my body that shouldn't.
-I will be healthy.
-I will be strong.
-I will have less stress mentally and physically.
-I will learn to love myself, and let others love me in return.
-I will have success in school.
-I will get a job that I love.
-I will get organized and stay that way.
-I will be happy and at peace with myself and the world around me.
Above all... I will do this all, one step at a time, and I will succeed.
Goodnight
<3
Ana.
1.1.08
31.12.07
Monday 12/31/2007 *200*
New years YAY!!!
Alcohol has TONS of CALS though.
1 packet green tea hp in ice water- 8 CALS 8:15AM
2 gummie vitamins- 20 CALS 8:15AM
Total so far- 28 CALS.
WOAH!!!
Don't remember what happened....
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight
<3
Ana.
Alcohol has TONS of CALS though.
1 packet green tea hp in ice water- 8 CALS 8:15AM
2 gummie vitamins- 20 CALS 8:15AM
Total so far- 28 CALS.
WOAH!!!
Don't remember what happened....
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight
<3
Ana.
30.12.07
Sunday 12/30/2007 *800*
1 raw apple- 65 CALS 1:07PM
2 gummie vitamins- 20 CALS 1:38PM
2 oz. canned chicken breast- 60 CALS 2:15PM
7 live active cheese cubes- 110 CALS 2:50PM
1 packet green tea hp in ice water- 8 CALS 2:58PM
Total so far- 263 CALS
I don't feel like doing anything.
It's 6:57PM and I haven't done anything all day.
I don't feel like eating anything either.
:/
I don't even feel like writing.
*Sigh*
Hopefully I find some motivation here soon.
And you know whats pathetic??
I'm looking forward to tomorrow cuz its only 200.
Pathetic.
Completely :/!!
Fuck me...
800 CALS...
It's 12:24AM
I'm at 263 still...
And theres no way I'm eating this late.
So...
Considering a 2/4/6 diet...
Total for the day- 263 CALS
Exercise for the day- NONE.
Had about 6 bottles of water though [: !!
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight
<3
Ana
2 gummie vitamins- 20 CALS 1:38PM
2 oz. canned chicken breast- 60 CALS 2:15PM
7 live active cheese cubes- 110 CALS 2:50PM
1 packet green tea hp in ice water- 8 CALS 2:58PM
Total so far- 263 CALS
I don't feel like doing anything.
It's 6:57PM and I haven't done anything all day.
I don't feel like eating anything either.
:/
I don't even feel like writing.
*Sigh*
Hopefully I find some motivation here soon.
And you know whats pathetic??
I'm looking forward to tomorrow cuz its only 200.
Pathetic.
Completely :/!!
Fuck me...
800 CALS...
It's 12:24AM
I'm at 263 still...
And theres no way I'm eating this late.
So...
Considering a 2/4/6 diet...
Total for the day- 263 CALS
Exercise for the day- NONE.
Had about 6 bottles of water though [: !!
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight
<3
Ana
29.12.07
Saturday 12/29/2007 *600*
2.5 oz canned tuna- 75 CALS 7:55AM
7 live active cheese cubes- 110 CALS 8:15AM
1 packet green tea hp in ice water 8:55AM
1 fruit roll up- 50 CALS 12:45PM
1 tlc kashi bar, peanut- 140 CALS 5:34PM
Total so far- 383 CALS
Exercise so far- 700 CALS burned on DDR workout mode.
This is turning out harder than I thought it would be.
No one said it was easy.
But damn, I feel like my stomach is going to burst!!
And I still have 217 CALS to go. ]: !!
Its already 7:53PM and I hate eating late ]: !!
I had about 6 bottles of water so far today though.
Improving on that [: .
I think I'm going to start taking more vitamins too.
Or at least something sufficient for my age.
I'm 18 by the way.
Does anyone know what to do about stretch marks and loose skin??
I can't afford surgery, and it looks terrible ]: !!
Slightly random I realize that, thanks.
Browsing around in my kitchen right now.
Trying to find something I might be able to make myself eat.
Food disgusts me.
Talking to a friend.
Afterward off to exercise more and I WILL finish of my CALS.
Will finish writing later.
1 english muffin- 140 CALS 9:17PM
1.5 tbsp strawberry jam- 75 CALS 9:17PM
Total for the day- 598 CALS
Exercise for the day- 700 CALS burned on DDR workout mode.
Eating my muffin now.
This sucks.
1:51AM- My friends show up at my apartment with beer to party.
I felt like being by myself tonight and going to bed early.
So here I am, in my room alone, while 30 people trash my apartment.
The apartment i just spent 3 days cleaning.
*Sigh*
I'm such a pushover, I should have just told them to go to hell.
I forgot to finish off the night last night.
All I did though was have a bottle of water and go to sleep.
Today I need to start doing my crunches again and stretch.
Plus more WATER.
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight.
<3
Ana.
7 live active cheese cubes- 110 CALS 8:15AM
1 packet green tea hp in ice water 8:55AM
1 fruit roll up- 50 CALS 12:45PM
1 tlc kashi bar, peanut- 140 CALS 5:34PM
Total so far- 383 CALS
Exercise so far- 700 CALS burned on DDR workout mode.
This is turning out harder than I thought it would be.
No one said it was easy.
But damn, I feel like my stomach is going to burst!!
And I still have 217 CALS to go. ]: !!
Its already 7:53PM and I hate eating late ]: !!
I had about 6 bottles of water so far today though.
Improving on that [: .
I think I'm going to start taking more vitamins too.
Or at least something sufficient for my age.
I'm 18 by the way.
Does anyone know what to do about stretch marks and loose skin??
I can't afford surgery, and it looks terrible ]: !!
Slightly random I realize that, thanks.
Browsing around in my kitchen right now.
Trying to find something I might be able to make myself eat.
Food disgusts me.
Talking to a friend.
Afterward off to exercise more and I WILL finish of my CALS.
Will finish writing later.
1 english muffin- 140 CALS 9:17PM
1.5 tbsp strawberry jam- 75 CALS 9:17PM
Total for the day- 598 CALS
Exercise for the day- 700 CALS burned on DDR workout mode.
Eating my muffin now.
This sucks.
1:51AM- My friends show up at my apartment with beer to party.
I felt like being by myself tonight and going to bed early.
So here I am, in my room alone, while 30 people trash my apartment.
The apartment i just spent 3 days cleaning.
*Sigh*
I'm such a pushover, I should have just told them to go to hell.
I forgot to finish off the night last night.
All I did though was have a bottle of water and go to sleep.
Today I need to start doing my crunches again and stretch.
Plus more WATER.
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight.
<3
Ana.
Friday 12/28/2007 *400*
2 gummie vitamins- 20 CALS 10:32AM
1 piece wheat toast- 70 CALS 2:02PM
1 tbsp strawberry jam- 50 CALS 2:02PM
2.5 oz canned tuna- 75 CALS 5:39PM
1 can tomatoe soup- 120 CALS 5:53PM
1 raw apple- 65 CALS 6:14PM
1 live active cheese cube- 15 CALS
Total for the day- 400 CALS
Excercise for the day- 500 CALS burned on DDR on workout mode.
(Dance Dance Revolution- Try it!!)
100 crunches.
30 lunges.
5 min wall sit.
2 hrs of cleaning.
I really need to drink more water, only 4 bottles ]: !!
I also forgot my green tea HP.
I'm still getting headaches from not drinking enough water.
Back to the IB Profin, so bad I'm taking it daily.
You know whats sad, I had trouble getting in the 400 CALS.
I felt like i was going to puke all day, it just didn't wanna fit.
I've thought about eating higher calorie foods so I don't have to eat as much.
But I can't make myself put that crap in my mouth, sadly, I'm afraid to.
If I barely made it to 400 I wonder how tomorrow will go, or even 800!!
I might have to switch to a 1/2/3/4 diet.
Then again if normal people can shove 2,000+ calories down their throats...
Why cant I do this??
I burned enough calories alone playing DDR to be at -100 for the day.
But I still feel guilty putting that food in my mouth.
I used to have trouble keeping food out of my mouth.
Now I have trouble getting it in.
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight.
<3
Ana.
1 piece wheat toast- 70 CALS 2:02PM
1 tbsp strawberry jam- 50 CALS 2:02PM
2.5 oz canned tuna- 75 CALS 5:39PM
1 can tomatoe soup- 120 CALS 5:53PM
1 raw apple- 65 CALS 6:14PM
1 live active cheese cube- 15 CALS
Total for the day- 400 CALS
Excercise for the day- 500 CALS burned on DDR on workout mode.
(Dance Dance Revolution- Try it!!)
100 crunches.
30 lunges.
5 min wall sit.
2 hrs of cleaning.
I really need to drink more water, only 4 bottles ]: !!
I also forgot my green tea HP.
I'm still getting headaches from not drinking enough water.
Back to the IB Profin, so bad I'm taking it daily.
You know whats sad, I had trouble getting in the 400 CALS.
I felt like i was going to puke all day, it just didn't wanna fit.
I've thought about eating higher calorie foods so I don't have to eat as much.
But I can't make myself put that crap in my mouth, sadly, I'm afraid to.
If I barely made it to 400 I wonder how tomorrow will go, or even 800!!
I might have to switch to a 1/2/3/4 diet.
Then again if normal people can shove 2,000+ calories down their throats...
Why cant I do this??
I burned enough calories alone playing DDR to be at -100 for the day.
But I still feel guilty putting that food in my mouth.
I used to have trouble keeping food out of my mouth.
Now I have trouble getting it in.
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight.
<3
Ana.
Thursday 12/27/07 *200*
2 gummie vitamins- 20 CALS 8:15AM
1 live active cheese stick- 80 CALS 2:23PM
1 packet green tea hp in ice water- 8 CALS 6:04 PM
1 live active cheese stick- 80 CALS 7:21PM
Total so far- 188 CALS
Exercise so far- NONE
I'm too tired and hungry to work out today.
I stayed active all day though, bleached my entire apartment.
Scrubbed my walls and floors.
Re arranged my room.
Cleaned my kitchen.
Re arranged my medicine cabinets.
Cleaned from noon to 10:35PM.
Guess I lost track of time...
Total for the day- 188 CALS
Excercise for the day- NONE
Final thoughts for the day- Only 2 bottles of water ]: !!
On second thought, I'm going to drink one before I go to sleep.
So make that 3 bottles of water /: !!
I need to get some rest but I'm not tired.
I'll take a turkey pill, and an IB Profin for my headache.
More water tomorrow along with exercise and a shower!!
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight.
<3
Ana.
1 live active cheese stick- 80 CALS 2:23PM
1 packet green tea hp in ice water- 8 CALS 6:04 PM
1 live active cheese stick- 80 CALS 7:21PM
Total so far- 188 CALS
Exercise so far- NONE
I'm too tired and hungry to work out today.
I stayed active all day though, bleached my entire apartment.
Scrubbed my walls and floors.
Re arranged my room.
Cleaned my kitchen.
Re arranged my medicine cabinets.
Cleaned from noon to 10:35PM.
Guess I lost track of time...
Total for the day- 188 CALS
Excercise for the day- NONE
Final thoughts for the day- Only 2 bottles of water ]: !!
On second thought, I'm going to drink one before I go to sleep.
So make that 3 bottles of water /: !!
I need to get some rest but I'm not tired.
I'll take a turkey pill, and an IB Profin for my headache.
More water tomorrow along with exercise and a shower!!
Tonights thinspiration video:
Goodnight.
<3
Ana.
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